I am a train wreck, but I have everyone fooled,

as I appear calm, cool, and collected, a person well-tooled.

On the inside, I am a babbling idiot who makes mistakes,

just trying to survive doing whatever it takes.

But you'll never know, as I put on a smile,

that I am nothing more than vile.

It sickens me that I am still here,

why can't I go, for that I have no fear.

Take me away from all of this blunder,

put me in the ground, SIX FEET UNDER.